I am SOOO depressed

I cannot beleive it! I am just back from the doctor to check my belly because I did not think it was looking the way it should. The wound which is about 15 cms on a straight line down into my belly button looks good and well healed, it will be tomorrow 2 weeks that they performed the operation which invloved removing three hernias and consolidating the muscles. But I now have like a football bump on the belly and the doctor said that it was called internal wound dehiscence and I have to go back for another operation!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

I am so sad because it is so difficult to deal with everything being on my own with the girls without speaking of the financial disaster! 

Aghh well I guess I have to be strong, think of my children and stop complaining as there are people far worse off than I am. I did not want to bother you all with this but I am siting alone at home and I have to let it out...